Im scared. I fear the worst for my relationship. I'm scared she's going to leave me. I have this gut feeling that I have somehow wronged her, somehow fucked up. I truly love this girl. With all my heart, with every cell my living body. But I fear I have wronged her, I have a fear that she will leave me. I have never in my life felt this strongly about anyone. I lie when I say I dont cry, I do. I cry every time I think of her leaving me. Her saying the words, "Its not going to work," would tear my soul away from me. Through all the relationships I've been in, I've never been this scared to lose someone. To lose my reason to live, to lose my Bunny, would kill my emotions. I will leave it at that for now. I must go. It hurts too much to talk about it.